If anyone knows me or even spends a little time in my presence, I am sure you have heard a story or two or three or... about something God has done in my life. I really can't help myself. I am always amazed at God's goodness, especially in little things. You see I know God is a big God and capable of big things, but when I see Him as He orchestrates the little things, it just blows me away at His love for us.
As Christmas approached this year, I found myself in the same place. Kevin usually did all the shopping so as typical for me, I put it off until the absolute last minute and then scramble to try to make it a fun Christmas for the kids. Even putting up and trimming the tree comes with some tension. Although I am doing much better this year than the last two years, still subconsciously, my body wants to just shut down at Christmas time and wake up again around the middle of January.
This year, to go along with the subconscious lack of desire, I had the fatigue of Lupus adding to my lack of desire to get out of the bed daily.